Right thats the boys at my mums

Really upsetting to come home and expect them to be behind the door, and then they're not. Distressed.

Went for a long bath and a face pack to unwind a bit, but still miss them terribly. I know they are just at my mums and shes not too far away, but still, its hard.

Felt really sick today, shaking and cold and headachey, then realised that I hadn't eaten anything for about 24 hours. So 2 bits of toast and some peanut butter, and a wee half hours kip later I felt myuch better,

Work tomorrow and I have to work like a bastard this week to try and pull back some flexi, Im also working Thurs, Fri, Sat in the chinese again, which is a pisser, But IM PROMISED next Saturday off. We'll see. They owe me since I was supposed to finish at 12 last night but didnt finish till 1:10. Hah

So yeah a 74 hour week beckons again.