Slimfast. Oh Joy.
Im hoping this will break my eating problem spiralling out of control.
And it is, Im actually jealous of anorexics. Thats a bit sick. I know when you are anorexic and your body starts breaking down muscle to survive, it doesnt differentiate between the different types of muscle, and starts to attack your heart. But at the back of my head theres that wee naggig voice saying "But your heart would be fine, you'd be able to stop in time, and your not anorexic because you're not thin, you're just dieting...."
And then I realise just how many problems Im creating for myself and get a grip.
Scary though, and its scary to realise just how easy it would be to slip into that midset.
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